and so much for that

my psycho father came over last night and freaked out at me because he was stressed. oh fucking well, when you fuck shit up on your own and then go the wrong way because you werent paying attention and you live with a frikin woman you just met, you dont get the right to call me a C*** and a fucking bitch because i couldnt answer my phone and run right outside because i was doing dishes and making dinner for you as well, ass hole.

my bf helped a lot last night and i really appreciated it, him being there for me and just holding me.it was all i needed. love. and my father is incapable because he is a selfish man driven only by his wants and needs with no consideration for others. he had the nerve to say dont ask him for anything ever again, guess what dad ive never  asked you for a thing, you always asked me for favors which caused me to have to pull some massive strings half the time so fuck off. you never even paid child support, you didnt help raise me, and you were not useful in this needing a car thing, instead you got a plane ticket to new mexico to meet a woman. so no this is not my burden or my guilt to bare. you have fucked up royally and there will be no forgetting this one.