Fathers that werent there

okay so throughout my life my father really has not been there. gone by two for his abuse to my mother and constant cheating and an inability to stay in the picture til i was 12 when he was there for maybe two years because he was in a steady relationship. this man has never and will never grow up. i love him because he is my father, but i out grew him emotionally and mentally when i was ten years old. when i turned 18 he started trying to be in my life. actually it was closer to 19. and i wasnt too accepting but i am not going to be like him. so ive let him in the picture let him do the small things he can do for me, but i am at the point i want to punch him. he is now living with this chick he just met who has a daughter i assume my ageish cuz he said she was coming home this weekend. he barely knows this woman, i know he was just on a date two weeks ago to meet her. the man is an idiot. I just dont even know. he will never learn and  i know that but for the love of god why do i have to be the adult when it comes to both of my parents? yea he didnt raise me but i dont want to hear about ur love life an i have no interest in meeting the new next ex girlfriend, yet i will because i am a good person and i am a good daughter and i want to slam my head into a wall

My father and I at my uncle Neil's funeral