so insomnia isnt what i would say is my problem. ive been falling asleep all day and waking up all night. insomniacs dont even get the day drowsiness. even my bf passed wicked early the other day and went home at like 3. so here it is 430 in the morning and here i am writing, to whom i dont even know and whether or not these senseless words will be read, but I'm writing them nonetheless.
Now yes i am not going to lie, i am in my boyfriends Puma shirt and that is a Grumpy Bear pillow case. I have whole Grumpy Bear pj pants, top, tees, pillows, slippers two dif types, paper, notebooks, and like 5 grumpy bears themselves. Oh and the comforter and blanket and poster. but yea, i dont like grumpy bear at all.
im debating on what to do, i switch positions in bed, i made sure my tab was away and off, moved my phone, and took my back pain pills, yet here i still am, even if i put down the laptop i wont be able to sleep. i sleep most comfortably in my bfs bed even though i have a Bob-O-Pedic (a east coast tempur knock off) but that not allowed because his sisters going back to school. another confusing subject cuz she'd never see me, i never go there before11pm, never leave a trace, im not loud and shes gone before im even awake, yet this summer when she would see me and it was obvious i was staying there, there wasnt a problem o-O whatever. this is where the stupid things that defy my logic that i cant fix kick in, which might be why i cant sleep too, oh well.
im guna try to give this sleep thing one last hurrah, and to anyone who does read this, Happy Labor Day.
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